LOST: DYING

    We only reached the point in life where we keep only those things we love. Now, everything start to fades, everything goes, everything dies. Entropy beats me down. The most painful thing in life is not to die, but to be slowly forgotten.

    Fuck that ego! I'm totally dying, you know. It feels like Im going to killing myself also. Or is that you trying to kill me tho. All of that still doesn't change the fact that I love you so.

    What should I do now, baby? I need you cuz you are my ecstasy. My blood calling you deperately. It addicted to you so badly.

Like I said before, I lost my energy. No more horsepower. Please, don't do this to me! 

LOST: MYSELF & ENERGY

    My knees are going weeker. My mind is going deeper.  Where is the finish line, exactly? I couldn't find it. I have no energy left. Healing from the mistakes I did in the past, for my family issues, from failing myself, from disappointments received, from expectations i could'nt reach. 

    My soul is still learning to clap for the pieces of myself that nobody want to clap for. Still on the process of figuring things out on my own. Still healing, silently. 

    I wanna scream like a lot. But my mouth felt like it was gagged. So, here I am as a silent screamer. Nobody knows which word I use to yell it.

    Rechargeable me? I don't have any chargers left. The thing I know, I only left time for death.